These are my Confessions:

1- I'm not happy right now. 

In life in general. I have a lot of changes that I wish I could zap into place.

I'm physcially unhappy with my body (currently working on these changes).
I'm financially concerned about many things.
I truly can't wait to be done with school so I can have a real job.
I'm not being the person I could be. That is all my fault of course.
I'm praying for guidance on how to accomplish what I want.
I'm feeling like I'm losing some of my friends. And that really hurts.

I feel lonely. I know I'm not alone, and I know who my real friends are. Maybe I'm just keeping part of myself locked inside and that's my issue. I try to bottle up my insecurities and not let them show, but maybe I should talk to someone about them.

2- Me and Jesus need to get closer.

I reflect on high school and laugh at myself for many of ways of thinking back then. But one thing I do wish hadn't change is my feelings on religion. Not feelings I actually, I still believe in everything I always have. I just need to be more steadfast in my beliefs. I need to get back into church.

3- I really need to care about school. But, I don't. I'm over it.


Words can't describe how ready I am to be done. I have no desire to step foot on the UGA campus ever again, unless it's football Saturday. I don't know why I hate it so much, but I just can't stand school.