Item 1:
I'm sick of my roommates already. They're a little too OCD for me. I'm sorry, but there's a reason I don't spend a lot of time in my apartment. One has been real obnoxious lately. When she gets stressed or depressed (which happens a lot) she takes it on whoever is around her! And she is such a freaking NAG!! She's worse than my mother growing up. I'm sorry, I'm an adult.
Item2:
I need more fun single friends. I'm sick of girls making plans with me then choosing their boyfriends over me. I don't care if you're in a relationship, but don't become a flake because of it. There's nothing more annoying to me than people who constantly bail on plans already made.
I also hate it when people ditch out early. If you're gonna leave after being somewhere 5 minutes, why'd you go in the first place?
Finally:
I'm so over people feeling you have to be with someone to make you happy. I got into a debate last night with a guy friend, Diego, about wether or not I will be okay being alone. He thinks I should be actively trying to find someone, while I could care less. Granted he's 30, and a father. So I understand he wants someone, but I don't. Sure, I'll take a boyfriend, but I do not NEED one. Guy's complicate life. And I'm really picky. Also, my future is so uncertain. After I join the military, I don't know what will happen. So I'm not looking to drag a boyfriend through all that mess. It's not easy on a relationship. Especially a young one (I graduate in June, so that's like a max relationship life of what, 8 months?). I never want to feel tied down to someone or some place. Yes, I will certainly miss my family if I leave for a long time, so I don't need to add a boy to that. I have a lot of exploring to do in this world, and I don't need a boy to do it. Diego says that I won't want to go alone, but I can if I want. Or, I have friends. I have options, so I'm happy with that. Why can't people understand that?
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Anyway, so I had this dream last night. A very odd one. It was a combination of Twilight-Breaking Dawn, Beauty & the Best, Rednecks, and maybe some Pocahontas. I mean it was WEIRD!
From the Twilight perspective, I played the role of Bella, but as myself. We were somewhere in the middle of Breaking Dawn. Only, I was not a vampire. I was with Edward (Rob Pattinson) but didn't like him. I certainly wanted Jacob (Taylor Lautner) more. I remember walking into a trailer (a 5th wheel, which served as someone's house, IDK who's) and seeing the wolfpack (played by the movie characters of course) sitting at the table. Then there was the Cullen clan (all the movie orginals), including Renesmee. Go figure the one time I get to change the story line I still have to have the vampire baby. And of course Edward was right by my side as soon as he could be. Jacob approached me too. I hugged the werewolf first. :)
So later I went walking in the woods with some small children, I think they may have been mine. So we were walking until we come up on this.. thing. It says we need a password to open. So we spent the afternoon trying to figure out the password, using 3-B's. So once we did, the thing melted away leaving a Barbie. The Barbie came to life then morphed into me. The children asked her what she was looking for, then she caught site of me. Her eyes went wide with fire, and she started getting bigger. So we started running. The site we ran back to was a hill with a fence surrounding the top. Beyond the hill was the trailer, surrounded by trucks. We had to jump the fence to get to the trailer. I knew in my lack of grace this was going to end badly. The kids went first and landed safely. I jumped and luckily fell into Jacob's arms (Alice had of course seen my decision and sent the boys to catch me). I kissed him on the cheek jumped down and ran inside. The boys followed, as I locked the door I collapsed to my knees. It was hard to breathe. After my panic attack was over I looked up to the concerned faces of children, werewolves, and vampires. I explained what happened but had no idea who the lady was.
At another point I was tramped in a basement somewhere (very Belle style) and there was a fire blazing around me. The tea cups were freaking out and I had no idea what to do. Luckily my ice husband came to my rescue. I was finally grateful for the cold vampire.
At some point, I saw through something (crystal ball esque) a vision of the two children I was with in the forest. They were in or near a body of water, talking to a frog on a lily pad. The frog was telling them that their Mom didn't like their Dad, and was kissing another man. For some reason I think I was supposed to be the Mom, but I'm not sure.
And then I woke up. I wish I could explain the Alice in Wonderland, Twilight, Beauty & the Beast Redneck dream. But I can't. I have no clue where that came from.
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Countdown Day 11
I gotta say, I love snowmen. I know they're not really Christmas, but we use them in our home decorations. They make me so happy. And I love the Frosty the Snowman movie.