Weird Dream

So last night I had one of the weirdest dreams ever. It was of my wedding!

So I was getting married to my friend Anthony (who in real life is married to my friend Michelle, and has a baby). It was a small wedding with many of my close friends. I think I was drunk. Prior to the wedding, I was in my dressing room telling someone that this felt wrong. In my sleep I knew Anthony was married to Michelle, and I knew I wasn't in love with him. While walking down the aisle (in a blue dress I wore to formal 2 years ago) my best friend Matt handed me a note. I couldn't do much with it at the time so I stuck it in the back of my dress. The ceremony was super short. After the ceremony I never really saw my new husband. At one point some bridesmaid (no clue who she was) shimmied off a garder and gave it to me. Not sure why this happened, but the garder was purple, and really thick. I stuck it in my dress next to my note from the ceremony.

People kept hugging me and telling me congratulations. I kept looking for Anthony, I didn't wanna be alone in this torment.

I remember running into Matt, and sitting with him at his table. He asked me how I felt about being married, and I told him "I'm not in love with him." He looked disappointed and asked why I'd gone through with the wedding. For that, I had no answer. I never read his note from the ceremony but I'm assuming it was advice to not get married.

Later, I was in the bathroom with a girl from high school, Hannah, and a former co-worker, Madison. Another girl, who's name I do not know, was sitting in a sink (in her dress). Madison told us about how she'd used that sink for a sexual evening a few nights before. Exact quote "I met a guy who is into extended sex positions. I don't think I can make babies anymore." Then I started crying, realizing I'd be giving up my virginity that night to a guy I didn't wanna be married to.

I pulled myself together and went back to my reception, still without seeing my husband. I found my mother and embraced her in the biggest hug ever. I said "I'm married. I'm a wife?" She didn't respond. I asked where my husband was, I asked for him, and again, no response.

The party was winding down and then OPRAH came in! I ran up and wrapped my arms around her. All I could say was Oprah..Oprah... Eventually I pulled off and she said "I hear you just married!" We talked a minute, and she addressed the room some, but I became distracted in looking around for Anthony. Then Jaidam, one of my coworkers, walks up and tells me that I need to start boxing up the leftover food so my guest can take something with them. I was like "I have to do it?" So of course, there I go boxing up food from the buffet. Then I begin cleaning the room. Picking up plates and glasses, etc. I remember feeling like this is wrong and exclaiming "It's my wedding, why am I doing this?" Then it was time for me to make my exit. But first I wanted to look in the mirror.  I had food all in my teeth. I began crying as I was cleaning out my mouth. Hannah came back and helped fix me up for my big exit to the limo. I ran through the rice alone to find Anthony in the car. As the door was shut behind me I just looked at him. There were no I love yous, or anything of the like. We just kinda looked at each other for a second. Then he kissed me.

Flash forward and I'm alone, yet again, in our hotel room I think. I'm nervous about what to do. Wedding night cold feet. I took my dress off and put my wedding night outfit on. I left the bathroom but Anthony wasn't out in the room. I asked someone (think the Narrator. I couldn't see this person) to take me to him. I was lead through the air to a building top, where I found Anthony naked in a hot tub. A huge hot tub. He was swimming laps around it. I approached him and he looked at me adoringly. He asked me to join him.

Then I woke up. Weird right??

I had to get that out, I just didn't know what to think about it.

Anyway, so today is "reading day." It's a day UGA gives students to study before finals commence tomorrow. I will be using it for social activity. I do need to study some, and do some laundy. But I'm also lunching at Blind Pig, then heading to Dahlonega to see Matt (the one from the dream) and some of his frat brothers for dinner. I'm quite excited.